December 2009
38 posts
I wish
i hope when i’m being a father, my kids will love me and they will not say a bad thing behind my back. and i will let they choose their own future and not underestimate him/her
love foolosophy
When this love, Fool, osophy is killing
Previous illusions that
I had in my mind about you
Seems so true, all the lies you’re telling
Tragically compelling and
My love it means nothing to you
So maybe I’m still a love Fool
chit chat at warung bubur
keadaan: ade seorang remaja sedang main bersama anak teman ayah remaja
Ortu Remaja (OR): kalo ade kamu punya adek lg yg beda tiga tahun bakal kaya gitu ya
Remaja (R): bikin dong yg jaraknya 6 tahun (dengan kesadaran full)
OR: (ibu tertawa, ayah tersedak)
chit chat at soekarno hatta intl airport
father: bukannya enak kalo banyak order?
petugas: bosa aja yang enak, saya sih sakit pinggang
di tempat pembungkusan bagasi, and he seems so happy when my father gave a tip
“what you are about is more important than who you are”
– letter to sam
“i want to be with people who love me enough to sit in the darkness with me and...”
– letter to sam - daniel gottlieb
“after all, pain is an emotion and no emotion stays forever”
– letter to sam - Daniel Gottlieb
“maybe it isn’t so bad to hit the wall. maybe the wall there to teach us a...”
“giving the others is most precious when it is done quitely and selflessly”
– letter to sam (book)
“orang luar bilang, indonesia penduduknya ramah. gw sebagai orang indonesia,...”
– because i don’t feel it
I’ve found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
random thought #02
will I be a good parent to my children? will they love me? will I be a parent like my father?
random thought #01
what name i will give to my children? and how many god give me?
Happy Mothers Day, mom
well, its 22 december in indonesia and that mean mothers day here. i just want to say that i love you so much and sorry because im to shy to say this straight to you or you can call me gengsi hehehehe
happy mothers day mom, maybe you are not perfect but you still the best for me :)
-arsa… and riefli maybe
“where were you when everything falling apart”
– the fray
this is the reason :)
“tidak ada sesuatu yang tidak akan berubah”
– komik
“they said friendship is forever, i think ours has dead”
iseng hehe
1-st question. Priorities in your life: 1: FAMILY 2: LOVE 3: CAREER 4: PRIDE 5: MONEY 2-nd question: cool implies your own personality. cute implies personality of your partner. small implies the personality of your enemies addictive- It is how you interpret sex. relaxing implies your own life. 3-rd question: ananta - Someone you will never forget. bunga - Someone you consider your true friend....
kindergarten children nowdays
K: riefli jadi pacar aku yaa, aku cinta sama kamu
A: AAAAAA
rise and shine - the cardigans
I want to be alone for a while
I want earth to breathe to me
I want the waves to grow loud
I want the sun to bleed down
see the waves go down
see the moon alone
see the world unshown
I raise my head and whisper
rise and shine
rise and shine my sister
I want to see the wounded moon
I want the sea to break through
I want it all to be gone tomorrow
so I’ve come to say...
“life is about struggle, isn’t?”
– 3 hari untuk selamanya
“buat apa lo punya pikiran kalo dengerin pikiran orang lain”
– from 3 hari untuk selamanya, quite good hahaha
“there’s no fact, there’s only perception”
“they can say “we understand what you are feeling” but no, they...”
– because everything is never same and no one has same thought
my fave Pursuit of Happiness dialogue
Christopher Gardner: Hey. Don't ever let somebody tell you... You can't do something. Not even me. All right?
Christopher: All right.
Christopher Gardner: You got a dream... You gotta protect it. People can't do somethin' themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it. If you want somethin', go get it. Period.
“jenius adalah 1% inspirasi dan 99% keringant. tidak ada yg dapat menggantikan...”
– thomas alfa edison
“keraguan bukanlah lawan keyakinan, keraguan adalah sebuah elemen menuju...”
– paul tillich
“aku tak takut pada kegagalan. aku takut pada keberhasilan melakukan sesuatu yang...”
– dan erickson
source: masih sama
“hidup adalah drama penuh improvisasi, tanpa skenario, tanpa tahu apa yang...”
– stephen colbert
source: buku kimia HAHA
but i'm not the man your heart is missing
…
“love is a big illusion i should try to forget”
– that’s why you go away
“what’s wrong with falling down? you can always stand up again”
– one litter of tears
“On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile”
– only human - k
melankolis mode on
there’s a time, when i needed to be all alone. to think about my live goals and how can i reach it. when i needed a support from my own heart. when my logic give a wise word to make me calm.
and there’s one time, when i need not a shoulder to cry on but just an ear to listen without judging. a friend to talk to
is that too much?
“Move on, never lookback, positive thinking and prepare the best for future!”
– after talking with sensei juli, she so kind hehe
November 2009
15 posts
“I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get...”
– way back into love